Beautiful Disaster

Anonymous asked: how come the that thing i do for a buck link doesn't work?

I have yet to fix that. Bad CSS on my part. :( I’m sorry.

mistressrogue asked: I wanted you to know that I miss you, And we need to text more often. And For some reason the song Dolce Vita By Xhoana reminds me of you.... Other than that.... Uhm you're PURDY!

I just want you to know that it upsets me terribly we live so far from each other. You’re too sweet. Tee hee. 

Also, I’ve always wondered. How do you feel about Miss Rachel Dashae’s explosion as an alternative model? I mean, I’ve had the joy of watching you two work together way back in, what, 2006? Do you keep up with her work as it develops and keep in touch still? I think you both are fabulous. In fact, back in ‘06 on DA, I wanted/stil want to be just as talented as you guys. 

I’ve never heard that song before but I just listened to it on youtube and I love it! Haha. I’m so twitter-pated to even be in your thoughts.

Finally, I just texted you. Bahaha.  

Anonymous asked: why do u keep punching people?

At first it was just something silly for my friend Topher’s birthday, something he could fondly remember for his 21st. After some reflection I’ve come to a few conclusions:

• It bothers me when others refer to me as a “girl.” Anatomically, yes, I have lady parts. Sex = female; gender = femme/womyn. The simplest way I can put it is, “More woman than man; more boy than girl.” So punching men and in turn taking punches to the face was a very illogical yet fun and fulfilling subconscious way to validate my equality. I do not like to be underestimated, taken for granted or treated like some frail being just because I have a vagina. I think that makes me a feminist.
• Allow me to expand. If a man is called a woman/girl, it is the biggest insult he can receive. Try it and see how offended he/they will get. Why? Is it because women are considered something less, something inferior? I don’t know but patriarchal society deeply disgusts me.
• I’m proud that I can take a hit and brush it off. It’s empowering. However, when I punch/ed those people, I injured/re-injured my right wrist and earned a few goose eggs. It became a way to indirectly feel the rush of pain I used to get when I cut or punched myself as I have been wont to do. 
• Long story short: I was in a manic phase. Mania is such a quirky,  misunderstood state.

Anonymous asked: Do you currently have a significant other?

Dear Anon:
Yes, and he’s a hottie.

Anonymous asked: are you planning to go see 'the beatles: the lost concert' film?

Nahhh.

Ten movies from my Summer Movie List:

1. Sound of my Voice
2. Run Lola Run
3. Hysteria
4. Two Lane Blacktop
5. Escape from New York
6. Solaris
7. Silent Running
8. Children of Men
9. Mad Max II: Road Warrior
10. The Man From Earth 

Anonymous asked: Have you done tumblrdatinggame(.)com yet?

Nahhh.